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+Weird #dream today... I slept on my couch and i had the typical dream about me being in a german exam of the last class in school. It was fairly detailed and like always there was the theme of me not understanding the german text and thinking about just "tanking" the bad grade. Then i remembered that all of my grades except a few really suck.
+I wonder why this dream keeps coming up. In this one, i even had a realistically long feeling that the exam would go long. I had a few troubles understanding the text and tasks. Weird dream.
+I was then a bit hostile toward the teacher who allowed himsel to comment on my progress.
+I noticed that i had several ipads and laptops on my desk that all had sound on and some fucking buggy synced mobile game that distracted me from my actual task. Maybe this dream wants to tell.me that video games, like a drug or addiction, hindered my education development in school.
+
+Maybe this hoghlights how present my feeling of insufficiency is? Which hinders me from getting into a relationship