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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: ARPG that i spend in for about 2200 hours in 2022 alone.
tags:
- resource
- game
---
## Playing the game
- Pro:
    - difficulty is just the right amount to feel rewarding
    - good soundtrack
    - satisfying fighting and gearing system
    - aesthetic
    - learning how to communicate in voice chat with english
    - complexity
- Con:
    - at any time there is a daily, weekly, dungeon/raid and so forth. and it resets every week. Therefore, there is no end. After each activity one could go on.
    - fear of missing out hits hard as the rewards are way higher if the player plays every day
    - gatekeeping in groupfinder
    - too much incentives for p2w
    - enormous time sink: 2300h within 10 months...
    - social pressure comes as there is constant comparison of gear
    - once you quit for a certain time window, there is no way to get a top account ever again
    - rewards become worthless over time (as the soft cap and hard cap are being pushed)
    - It makes you dumb by reducing the variety of your challenges to the same ones every run.
- usage-solution: Fun game, but a massive time sink and reduced variety of challenges cause neuroplasticity to worsen ones capability to solve tasks. Gatekeeping and time schedules...
- My experiences:
    - I quit when i started my first job. I had 6 characters ready for the newest raid which was insane for that time. My account was one of the most valuable ones. However, that changed pretty quickly after the soft cap was raised while i was not playing. In general, i felt very relieved that i do not have "homework" in this game anymore. Additionally, my private time schedule was free now.
    - When i came back the feeling of being way too far behind was really bad. I tried to keep it low ball, but eventually you have to find raid groups with your character and the missing gear and title (which are heavily time gated) make it almost impossible to play normally. I quit when i realized that the game has become a time sink again.

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- health
---
## Basic Usage
- `binds` vs. `tampon`
  - `binds` are like diapers
  - `tampons` are different from `binds`
  - With `binds`, the number of droplets indicates how absorbent it is.
  - The wings on the `binds` have an additional flap on the outside.

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Macro keyboard from vaydeer. Firmware should be on my hard drive.
tags:
- resource
---
## Linux Support
For windows it is just plug and play, here some notes on linux
- Raw text strings do not seem to work. But macros do work!
- Find endpoints: `ls /dev/hidraw*`
- Check which endpoint is responding: `cat /dev/hidrawX` (X is the number)
    - Best to assign a key with CTRL+C to see some reaction
- Assume X is 5:

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Old trading card game
tags:
- resource
---
## My old deck
Here the IDs of the cards of my iconic old deck.
- 11321183 x4
- 73752131
- 83746708
- 46986414
- 83764718
- 09156135
- 06337436
- 05318639 x3
- 54652250 x3
- 76515293 x2
- 31560081 x3
- 70046172x2
- 04206964x2
- 70791313x3
- 53582587
- 72302403x2
- 38161786x2
- 56120475x2
- 73752131x2
- 28553439x2
- 62279055x2
- 06337436
- 46986414x2
- 87880531
- 93187568
- 71413901
- 21051146
- 78010363
- 22589918
- 25774450
- 18144506
- 99789342
- 04031928
- 29436665
- 44729197
- 33184167
- 12580477x2
- 55424270
- 91819979
- 35346968
- 77414722
- 34029630
- 51481927
- 40659562
- 34853266
- 09156135
## See also
- [[How to create trading card]]

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Everything related to social relationships
tags:
- area
- people
---
## Responsibility
- keeping track of peoples events
- managing tasks for people
## Notes
## Recent activity with
- Family
- [[Eckhard Schüler]]
- [[Yvonne Schüler]]
- [[Fabian Schüler]]
- [[Insa Sangs]]
- [[Dominik Kröll]]
- [[Nina Hammer]]
- [[Fabian Manger]]
- [[Marisa Görgen]]
- [[Richy Görgen]]
- [[Kai]]

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aliases:
language: English
created: "2025-07-21"
summary:
tags:
- area
---
## Responsibility
- tracking fitness
- making workouts more accessible
## Notes
## Links
- [[Sascha Huber 20 Minute Workout]]

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-02-17
summary:
tags:
- journal
---
- Today is a weird day. In my mind, i am repeatedly thinking about moving out from my apartment in cologne.
- I was not really productive at work, constantly have this itch in my mind to program something and make something better. However, i really do not want to program right now. At least on a level where things are not really fun.
- My eating habit is really really bad today. Cola and chips-like sticks.
- I will just play something i guess.
Consideration:
- do i really need a complicated home setup? like a homeserver with all kind of stuff on it. A rabbitmq is probably all i need. or some push messaging system for my phone
- ended up finding the celery python library and working with it.

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- project
- golang
areas: People
status: hold
---
## Tasks
- [ ] find combo points bar
- [ ] find icons and trigger buttons
## Notes
## Timeline
## Links

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Knowledge about bondage
tags:
- resource
- nsfw
---
## Rope
### Ropes types
They are divided into two types "natural" and "synthetic"
Here a preselection:
- Shibari: Jute or Hemp
- Floor bondage or sex bondage: Cotton (or Nylon, but be careful with Nylon rope burn)
#### natural
- Jute
- water sensitive
- twisted Rope
- good knot stability
- Hemp
- Twisted structure
- strong knots
- medium water sensitive
- Cotton
- plaited structure
- not very suitable for suspension (more bendable)
- washable (very often)
- soft touch
- good for sex bondage
#### synthetic
- Polypropylene
- stiff (can create rope burn on skin)
- good option for water bondage (because not damageable by water)
- medium stability
- Nylon
- risk of rope burn
- expands under tension
- plaited
- soft touch
- washable (as often as you want)
### Rope length
Standard length 8m. Most people will individualize the length to the partner after a time.
Use more wraps instead of thicker ropes.
## Safety measurements
### General safety advices
- Check rope equipment
- check suspension point (everytime)
- slept enough?
- ate & drank enough?
- do you feel emotionally | physically read to tie | getting tied?
- !consumed any drugs?
- !Took any medication?
- ?Have you discussed limits & expectations?
- ?Are you informed about potential risks?
- ?Pre-existing diseases? (explicitly ask for asthma, diabetes or epilepsy ; discuss medication in advance)
### Concrete anatomical safety advices
- "trivial" injuries
- heamatoms (as you lay in suspension, you may get blue marks)
- rope burnrope marks (can happen if you pull marks to fast over your skin; or pressure)
- petechia (small red dots on skin; happens of on arms)
- blister (bloated skin ; due to high pressure on body)
- serious injuries
- nerve damage (happens a lot ; be fully informed about them)
- skin compression always involves nerve damage. Pay high attention to weak muscles or no feeling of senses.
- potential danger areas
- arms (from spine over shoulder into armpit (plexus brachialis) - then go on the inner side of arm down to hand). be careful at wrists (inner side). one of the nerves switches to outside
- in general, keep the rope pressure points to the outer side of arm and away from ellbow. also for chest harnesses, keep away from plexus brachialis
- partial tingling is nerve damage. wider area probably blood being pressed off.
- nerve damage is time based ; therefore check regularly
- to cure: don't compress (like in a massage) and do not take painkillers
- fainting
- check (cold sweat, nausea, ...)
- low blood sugar
- too hot
- dehydrated
- standing too long
- abrupt change of position
- wrong breathing
- nerval (solarplexus, carotis sinus)
- lay partner on the back on the floor, monitor partner. Untying is not priority, however remove blindfold or gag immediately. calmly communicate caringly. maybe put feet in higher position. cut rope at nerve positions
#### Checking safety
- do these hand checks regularly
- !giving thumbs up
- !pressing wrists bnackwards
- if this is not possible, it is called "falling hand", injured nerve is radialis. Might take hours (or weeks) to recover
- clenching wrists (making a fist)
- open and close hands
- touch every finger with your thumb
#### Personal risk profile
- how anxious do you feel about possible risks & injuries?
- What is your level of experience?
- rigging
- modelling
- first aid
- blood stasis | nerve damage
- Are there any ties
- you dont want
- you definitely want
- you are feeling insecure about?
- Do you want suspension?
- Static or dynamic poses?
- Time limit for suspension?
- Checking hand functions
- self determined
- by request of the rigger
- how frequently
- What and how do you want to communicate during tying process?
- Special anatomical needs? (like implants)
- How do you wish to deal with tingling hands?
- Psychological trauma? Able to monitor your body while being in subspace?
### Cutting tools
- NEVER use knifes
- open blade
- high potential to harm partner
- Medical scissor
- usage: lightly cut multiple times
- safe to use as cutting tool (because of rounded edge)
- hidden blade
- blade is slippery (good to cut once but it will get stump fast so change frequently)
- Textile scissor
- rounded edge
- hidden blade (very good grip when cutting rope; use 1-3 times until change as it will get stump)
- Gnut Hook or Rescue Cutter or Belt Cutter
- usage: go in and then pull the blade against the rope (away from body)
- rounded edge
- hidden blade
- good grip
- very sharp
- don't have to throw entire thing away, buy new blades instead
## Self reflection
Here a list of good question to get to know your partner and the expectations.
- What arouses your interest in bondage?
- What bondage pics or videos inspire you? why?
- what do you desire to feel or experience during tying or being tied?
- what do you need to trust someone in ropes?
- bondage = BDSM?
- How do you feel if you imagine being helpless in pain or discomfort?
- bondage = sexually intimate? what does sexual mean for you?
- Bondage = emotionally intimate? what does that mean for you?
- Bondage = sporty/artistic?
- Can you imagine tying | getting tied in front of an audience?
- do you have personal insecurities? (Like feeling fat or so)
- can you imagine feeling helpless | pain | discomfort while being tied?
### Consent & Communication
Most consent violations happen due to missing communication about them. Therefore, make sure to check the following.
- have you created your risk profile and do you have a preferred communication style?
- what is your role? giving | receiving | allowing | taking ?
- setting? session | training | public | private ?
- safeword? traffic lights code?
- time limitation?
- test tying?
- how do you feel about blindfolds? gags? not rope related toys? nudity?
- How & where do you want to get touched?
- Do you want to dominate or get dominated?
- Do you want to experience pain? how long? (transition to BDSM)
### Psychological aspects and TRE
TRE = Trauma(+Tension) Release Exercise
- Talk about traumatic events to prevent that from popping up during a session
- Shivering after getting tied is a normal reaction to TRE. The body recovers from tension and this does not have something to do with cold.
## Research
- Theduchy.com
- Shibaristudy.com
- Crash-restraint.com

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- crafting
---
## Mine
- Bosch Screwdriver
    - battery can be attached at the bottom
    - attach bits: clockwise rotation
    - detach bits: counter clockwise rotation
    - handling:
        - 3 modes

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- crafting
---
## Basic Usage
- Bosch
- Make sure to check how deep you can drill and set the thingy to its depth.
- For tiles: It is recommended to drill into the joints and use a diamond tip. The hammer destroys more easily and the diamond grinds or cuts more elegantly.

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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---
aliases:
- Lucifer
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Guy I know from lost ark since 2022
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
- Cologne
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History
- His sister, Eva Legner, married in france in summer 2025
- Told me in early 2025 how he confessed his feelings to a coworker (compared her to Hermione Granger because she was so knowledgeable) and they were not reciprocated.
- Mentioned on Sep 1, 2024, that he was planning to move out of the shared apartment.
    - The finnish roommate who is often away, Russian mathematics student also, ...
    - actually moved out. End of 2024 he moved into the house of his recently died grandma. Together with her sister and her boyfriend.
- Mentioned on Aug 14, 2024, that he had a panic attck while running in the park and was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder.

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: Father of Marisa Görgen
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
- father of [[Marisa Görgen]]
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
- Way older than his wife. Marital issues.
- Good technical know-how. Engineer
- My impression is that he can not be bullshitted.
## History

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---
aliases:
language: English
created: 2024-12-10
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
- 47441 Moers, Oberwallstr. 2 (2023-)
- second floor, when you exit the elevator go right; the first door right
- bus stop is "Königlicher Hof" in Moers. Bus line is SB30
### Education
- Bachelor Mechatronics
- Master Computer Science
### Social/Relationships
- Maik: 2x mechatronics
- Henning: Mechatronics + electrical engineering
- brother: [[Richy Görgen]]
- father: [[Manfred Görgen]]
-
### Music
- Around 2015, she was on 2 Nightwish concerts
- Also listened to "Within Temptation" and "Scorpions"
## Notes
### Sticky
- sometimes gets sick when traveling by bus. Takes about 30 minutes. She says that she needs to fixate on a static object, if that one moves it gets worse. Ok in train, says she can not work on every train travel.
- in video games, she experiences a similar problem in first person. overwatch would be problem. in portal she got sick after an hour.
- During christmas in her childhood, she apparently got "Walnusshappen" and "Schachbrettkeks".
- Likes the "Bully Herbig" movies from early 2000s
### Other notes
## History
- 2025
- will text me in japan trip and wants me to envy her about the nice food
- wants to see dungeons and dragons
- March 2025: 2-3 week japan trip with family
- 06.08.23: helped Mari moving to another place. Marisa bought a hammer drill (TE 2 Hilti), that she tried there.
- In bachelor study, she had a dance class with Maik

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
### Social/Relationships
## Notes
### Sticky
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary: List of my favorite pornstars
tags:
- resource
- nsfw
---
## Gianna Michaels
- Occupation: Porn actress
- Birthday: June 6, 1983
- Birth Location: Seattle
    - No. of films: 552
- Cup size: 34DD (or 75 F), natural
- Body: 97-71-97cm
- Height: 178cm
- Hair color: Black/Brunette/Red
- Eye color: Blue
- Weight: 59kg
- Ethnicity: European
## Angela White
- Occupation: Porn actress
- Birthday: March 2, 1985
- Birth Location: Sydney
    - No. of films: 1200
- Cup size: 42G (or 95 I), natural
- Body: 112-69-104cm
- Height: 160cm
- Hair color: Brunette
- Eye color: Blue
- Weight: 59kg
- Ethnicity: Australian
## Lorelei Lee
- Occupation: Porn actress
- Birthday: March 2, 1981
- Birth Location: San Francisco
    - Years active: 2006-today
    - No. of films: 568
- Cup size: 34C (or 75D), natural
- Body: 86-71-89cm
- Height: 165cm
- Hair color: Blonde
- Eye color: Blue
- Weight: 57kg
- Ethnicity: Caucasian

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-02-16
summary:
tags:
- resource
- people
---
## General
### Address
### Education
- studies math (and a language? japanese?)
### Social/Relationships
- is in gay relationship
## Notes
### Sticky
- likes "vanille kipferl" cookies
### Other notes
## History

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aliases:
language: English
created: 2025-07-21
summary:
tags:
- resource
- sports
---
## Workout
1. Jogging + Squats
2. 321 Squads
3. Push-ups
4. Lunges
5. Wippen
6. Push-ups
7. Horizontal
8. Bicep
9. Superman Rows
10. Superman
11. Right Triceps
12. Left Triceps
13. Vertical
14. Behind the Back
15. Situs Ups
16. Ab Roller/Incline Situps
17. Cycling
18. Right
19. Left
20. Push-ups

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language: English
created: 2025-07-20
summary: Combos, matchups and more
summary: Matchup Info and more
tags:
- resource
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- side-b can be mixed to only cast 2 times
- do not charge upsmash, he can easily outrange
- sharking is risky due to his downsmash
### Kazuya
- kazuya will use neutral-b at edge; cant escape reflect
- lingering attacks against the up-b?
-
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- people
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## General
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## Links