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created: 2025-09-24
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Returned on monday after my 2 week vacation.

The very first thing i noticed is how the job seems to ve more demanding that i like to confess from time to time. There is this constant responsibility i feel on my shoulder: giving estimations on how long things will take, doing things, prioritization, doing things you know nothing about...

Since the start of the week i was strict with the way i ended my day after X amount of hours. Especially talking in english all the time is quite exhausting.

However, i feel sort of good when i dont just play video games. When reading, phobing people, cooking etc it is sufficient time imo. 

A very pleasant side effect. For my entire vacation, i did bot want to send emails that i have to send related to the house. I did all 4 mails in like 10 minutes this morning, no problem at all. So my job gives me this behavioral benefit of being able to escape my comfort zone a bit more!

I also found it to be true that i should be cautious with being overly attached to all sorts of new technology. Honestly, i feel a bit maturing like going drom bachelor to masters degree again. I remember having a similar mindset there after i ditched the idea of vecoming an AI engineer.

Furthermore, a 90 minute nap works wonders at it make my brain reset a bit after work and i will ve capavke of doing thoughtful work.

I also started doing some STVo related questions to become a vetter driver. My goal is to do 30 questions a day. That would be great - after all, this knowledge can give me a huge benefit in live!

Lastly, i like to take more care of my Body. Bodily sensations are more appreciated.